I dig my face into my fluffy pillow and begin to cry. Everything is falling apart. The person I love is across the country. My life is a mess and I can't seem to find a way to fix it. Everyday I cry softly into my pillow when everyone else is asleep. At school I'm distant and I usually just stare out the window with a grimace on my face. No one ever bothers me. I've become a loner. I have no friends besides the ones I live with and even shopping and photography can't fill the hole in my heart. I used to think that my visit to West Virginia was a good thing, but now I'm not so sure because I miss Bells even more knowing I can't see her everyday.
It's time consuming to write on this blog and that brings me to my point. I have decided to stop writing in my blog. Not even writing fills my heart with joy. Aleia may start another blog, but who knows. Anyway, goodbye and good riddance.
Don't forget me Bells.
Adios,
Sofia Hope Martinez
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Pillow Fight!
December 31st, 2010 (New Year's Eve) 11:50 p.m.-12:00a.m.
"Sofia!!" Megan squealed. "Only ten minutes until Midnight!!!" I glanced up from screwing my camera onto the tripod to take our New Year 2011 picture and nodded at my best friend who was energetically bouncing on the sofa.
"Calm down Megan!" Misty laughed tossing a pillow at the hyper blonde haired girl.
"I just can't help it," Megan explained as she stopped jumping on the couch and sat down breathing hard. I giggled and sat down beside her having finished setting up my Canon.
"You're so weird Megs!" I stated giving Megan a playful shove. She shoved me back. I grinned and grabbed one of the couch pillows and swatted her with it.
"That does it!" Megan shouted as she snatched another pillow and threw it at me.Soon all of us were beating each other with pillows.
"Oh gosh! There's only two minutes until midnight!" Nicki cried. So we all setttled down on the couch waiting for the countdown.
"10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2... 1!!!" we all yelled in unison. "Happy New Year!!!"
As I sat snuggled in my bed trying to fall asleep I realized that I hadn't made my New Year's resolution. "My resolution is to figure out a way to be able to see Bella more often," I whispered to myself. I miss you Bells.
"Sofia!!" Megan squealed. "Only ten minutes until Midnight!!!" I glanced up from screwing my camera onto the tripod to take our New Year 2011 picture and nodded at my best friend who was energetically bouncing on the sofa.
"Calm down Megan!" Misty laughed tossing a pillow at the hyper blonde haired girl.
"I just can't help it," Megan explained as she stopped jumping on the couch and sat down breathing hard. I giggled and sat down beside her having finished setting up my Canon.
"You're so weird Megs!" I stated giving Megan a playful shove. She shoved me back. I grinned and grabbed one of the couch pillows and swatted her with it.
"That does it!" Megan shouted as she snatched another pillow and threw it at me.Soon all of us were beating each other with pillows.
"Oh gosh! There's only two minutes until midnight!" Nicki cried. So we all setttled down on the couch waiting for the countdown.
"10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2... 1!!!" we all yelled in unison. "Happy New Year!!!"
As I sat snuggled in my bed trying to fall asleep I realized that I hadn't made my New Year's resolution. "My resolution is to figure out a way to be able to see Bella more often," I whispered to myself. I miss you Bells.
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