I dig my face into my fluffy pillow and begin to cry. Everything is falling apart. The person I love is across the country. My life is a mess and I can't seem to find a way to fix it. Everyday I cry softly into my pillow when everyone else is asleep. At school I'm distant and I usually just stare out the window with a grimace on my face. No one ever bothers me. I've become a loner. I have no friends besides the ones I live with and even shopping and photography can't fill the hole in my heart. I used to think that my visit to West Virginia was a good thing, but now I'm not so sure because I miss Bells even more knowing I can't see her everyday.
It's time consuming to write on this blog and that brings me to my point. I have decided to stop writing in my blog. Not even writing fills my heart with joy. Aleia may start another blog, but who knows. Anyway, goodbye and good riddance.
Don't forget me Bells.
Adios,
Sofia Hope Martinez
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